Friday, August 29, 2008

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Ever wake up with that cotton mouthy feeling that you get all over your body when you take an accidental nap in the afternoon? I just woke up at 11:50 pm with that feeling. My circadian rhythm is so trashed.

So Physics homework, a shower then up at 6:00 is my plan, at least its Friday and there's a three day weekend coming up.

Friends are having problems, some family related, some school related, some just not related, it really sucks because some of them are the type of people you don't want shit to happen too. But, creating a bubble of protection is harder than it looks.

Everything in my life except my friends seems really pointless, not life itself mind you, just what I'm doing with it at this time. I feel like I've been trapped in a hamster wheel going round and round since my birth and have only now realized that the piece of cheese that's being dangled in front of me is made of plastic.









But whatever, one way or another I'm breaking this stupid little wheel. Maybe I can find a way to do it and still garner something useful from the time I spent in it.

-redbishopII

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I know the feeling you're talking about. Yech...Thank goodness for the three-day weekend...

The entire bit about the hamster wheel and the plastic cheese hits home with me. *sighs* I'm trying to find a way out, myself, but I feel terribly uncoordinated and struggle to concentrate on both keeping the wheel spinning (essential for survival) and on the steps necessary to break out.

I'm still convinced we can both do it. I think they call that stubborn optimism.